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If i had only known this was the last time I would see you I would have hugged you and not let go If I knew we would never touch again I would have said i was sorry If I knew we would never speak again I would have taken one last photo of us If i knew it would have been our last photo together I would have told you how much I loved you as a friend If I knew that was the only time I could have told you I would have shown you how much your friendship ment to me If i knew it was the last time I could have showed you If I had only known this was the last time I would see you. I wrote this after I found out my best friend passed away

I'm sick of dwelling on all the wrong in my life, Sick of counting my troubles rather than my blessings. So instead I will spend my engery on moving forward. Out of everything that has happend to me in my past, I now believe it has it has happend for a reason. I have to teach myself that there are no failures in life...its just your experiances and reactions to them. The greatest thing in life is not where we stand, but truely where the direction it is that we are going. After all happiness is a direction, not a place.  And at this moment I'm choosing to move forward to new things, and the open doors rather then the closed. I now know that we

Theres nothing I wouldn't do to have you here with me I'd even swim across the Adricatic Sea I wish I could go back in time Just to tell you I love you one more time I close my eyes and dream of us being together again Instead of feeling all this pain Pain that shatters my heart and soul These are feelings I cannot control I miss the warmth of your hands in mine The way we kissed sent shivers down my spine I can still remember your big brown eyes You were my gaurdian angel in disguise The moment I saw you I knew I loved you Forever and always...