I'm sick of dwelling on all the wrong in my life, Sick of counting my troubles rather than my blessings. So instead I will spend my engery on moving forward. Out of everything that has happend to me in my past, I now believe it has it has happend for a reason. I have to teach myself that there are no failures in life...its just your experiances and reactions to them. The greatest thing in life is not where we stand, but truely where the direction it is that we are going. After all happiness is a direction, not a place. And at this moment I'm choosing to move forward to new things, and the open doors rather then the closed. I now know that we have to be our own best friends, because we fall all to easily into a trap of being our own worst enimies. I should no longer judge myself through other peoples eyes. I am a unique person with my own path to fallow, I soon shall find my own way.